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OGIM

oh well.. after sunday comes THE day. but ususally im a whole lot bitchier, n definitely a whole lot moodier.. but today.. today is different.

i thought id be annoyed at the fact tat i had to spend my weekend in johor; i.e not having fun a i usually do, i.e not destressing from last week's working week. BUT.. amazingly it has had the opposite effect. im here at the office, CHEERFUL (although late) and SMILING.

Now there can e two reaons for this.
1) my absolutely HOT hair cut wic is styled in a way that wud have horrified me two years ago.. but is generating tonnes of OMG ur hair looks cool (from colleagues)
but tis is superficial.. plus all the praises came in AFTER i walked into the office.. but as stated before, i was oredi cheerful BEFORE i walked in the office..(perhaps already anticipating the stir id make????) hahhahahahah.. but really, no. (oh i can just SEE everyone rolling their eyes going YEAH rite) hahahahaha i dont care.

2) my second hypothesis, to me the more accurate one, is wat i did in johor. true, i hated the journey, i hate the place, im not a fan of the people, BUT.. the program that we carried out with the high school kids just gave me a warm feeling inside. the gratitude they showed, each in their own different ways, cannot help but make u feel good about urself. that YOU managed to make a change in their lives. even a simple game of saidina managed to invoke feelings for the little brats. wat feelings i dont know, but it sure has a great effect on my monday

also the fact that 2 months ago when i was planning this i had no idea it would turn out this great. to see all our plans manifest itself in reality was an amazing vitamin for the soul. thousands of thank yous to those who managed it all while i was stuck in subang in a job that i hate, but n office that i adore.

hate?? adore?? another story another time.

tonight theres the dinner with them americans. oh boy i have no idea wat to wear.

talking bout me.. n working

my working place apparently not soo bad.. we have celebrated bdays twice oredi, n both times it was secret recipe's cake.. yummy.. n they din make me chip in the pool of collections.. wic i guess makes the cake even yummier.. hehehee..

though i still hate working.. i havent yet figured out a schedule tat includes everything like when to do laundry, when to read paper, when to exercise.. all these things were neatly in place when in campus.. when classes startat 10, it IS possible to wash clothes, go jogging before.. but now.. sigh.. i came back n got straight into a bad mood cus i forgot to hang out my jeans tat i wash yesterday.. n now it has lost the 'newly washed smell'.. (doubt i wud get any sympathy from ppl- most have maids tat attend to tis crap) hahahahah.. tapi bengang gaks aaa... why my brother tak tolong???? heheheheh
~ prob cus i never help him when it comes to his clothes..

n reading paper. when shud i do tat???? in campus, between classes go library n there it is.. now.. dunno why my office no paper (prob got but hands-off to fresh trainees) n when i get back tv seems to grab more attention.. plus its just no fun reading at nite.. alternatively i cud get around to actually putting my palm to good use n synchronising newspapers into it every morning during breakfast.. yeaaaah.. how come i never did tat???? hahahahaha.. self discovery blog..

n il just have to jog in the evenings lorrrr.. wic im gonna do no